bathroom surgery says:
kenneth talked abt you during the meeting
bathroom surgery says:
saying tt you made cust lose confidence
bathroom surgery says:
cuz you said you were off
neem The Flying Dutchman, ghost ship and Davy Jones' Locker says:
oh fuck
neem The Flying Dutchman, ghost ship and Davy Jones' Locker says:
then how
bathroom surgery says:
nth lor
bathroom surgery says:
ahahha just like a little sidenot
bathroom surgery says:
e
bathroom surgery says:
afiah is confirm leaving on sat
neem The Flying Dutchman, ghost ship and Davy Jones' Locker says:
haha omg i'm getting sacked, then cliff will tie me to a tree and force me to tell him your whereabouts, then desmond will shave my hair and put in on his own head so he can have more highlights, then andy will melt my earings to enhance his couples ring, then kenneth will...... force me to produce more tar so he can smoke more.
neem The Flying Dutchman, ghost ship and Davy Jones' Locker says:
life sucks.

OMG I LOVE TASNEEM BANU.
THANK YOU FOR HELPING ME ORDER THE IPOD MINI.
I SWEAR I WILL TRY TO PROTECT YOU FROM THE MONSTERS AT WORK.

My biggest buy yet: Two jeans from AX. One was a skinny cut navy blue-black, and the other a white stone washed straight cut. My mum jsut kept persuading me to get them as they were such a gorgeos fit and made my legs look long and lean. The manager apllied us for some club 21 card which I doubt would ever be in use again, plus gave us this free AX bag! SO now, I have a new school bag! The prob is it's pretty huge, so when my mum asked what are we going to do with such a large bag and he was like "I'm sure it would come in handy."

OMFG. I just read the receipt and found out the bag cost 199 freakin bucks. Call me country bumpkin but oh my freaking god.

I accepted nus already and applied for the residence. I was thinking that if I'm going to screw up, at least I would screw up doing something I like. I was just reading my brother's notes and was pretty glad I hadn't selected business. I doubt I would enjoy having lectures that seem like those motivational leadership talks, or on how to manage your staff. Sigh. But all those nagging doubts still plague me. What if I end up being last in class? What if I end up not liking it? What if I won't get a job or end up with a job I hate? What if what if what if. There are just a million what ifs bombarding me and not a single one can be answered. Jc doesn't really prep you for uni. All they do is make you memorize and learn things you would forget in a month after graduation.

Sigh.

Just had lunch with eeli & aud at Foster's over at hv. It suppose its main attraction is the decor and ambience as the food really wasnt that great. I had an oxtail stew set lunch, and it wasn't a stew at all. More lie 3 chunks of oxtail(which required immense dexterity to manouver the meat of the bone) and a drizzle of sauce on it. Eeli and aud's steak were kind of tiny.

Headed down to forum to collect my transpt allowance claim and used it to get my first pack. They should have a starter kit or something eh? Just applied for nus residence. I think I will wait till night when more people are online. I need rallied support when I accept fass.

The day started out great today. After work I met up with liesel, sm oi and alex for dinner at brewerks. It was a really great time but I'm too upset now to go in to detail about it.

Monetary problems just strikes that chord in me and causes my relapse. I feel like the biggest loser in the world. A blunt blade does nothing but grazes the skin. Now we all know why I'm never going to be a surgeon. I hate all this uni crap, it just messes with my head. Sometimes I feel like just making myself the biggest fuck up of all and just go to fass and live on the streets. I shall just grad from arts sch and be a busker on the roadside and turn out to be the homocidal primary sch teacher who goes on the rampage to hunt down on her bloody students. Why the fuck does everyone just look down on fass and say business is a hell lot better? But there always that little optimistic bit of light they try to shed on my situation, saying that oh you should pursue your passion and not the money. Fuck.

I just want to shoot myself in the head and end this damn thing. Maybe I shouldn't even go to uni. So what if I have the chance to pursue my tertiary education. It's not even what I want and what I am going to study would probably cause me to end up unemployed in the end too. I may as well end my life, before I have to see myself turn into a bum who still sleeps in the same room as her mom when she is like in her twenties and would most likely be in the same situation till she is thirty.

An the man was on mc today so we totally horsed arnd at work. Throwing sweets around, talking across the room and generally having a much less stressed time. In just two days, I had three tubes of fruitella and a box of flozz barley mints polished off, along with a smattering of m&ms and haribo giant sour roulette. Work induces diabetes. Don't you doubt it.

Met up with shimin & huili after work to watch a movie. We were supposed to catch 28 weeks later but our genius darling min min checked the timing wrongly. She saw the timings on SUNDAY not MONDAY, thus we ended up having to watch another movie. Caught next in the end, which wasn't very good. The plot was kind of lame and ludacris, the ending being the worst of the worst. Very much reminding of those primary top DON'T essay endings. E.g I suddenly woke up and realized it was all a dream.

A day with those two would of course mean completely embarrassing yourself in public. We ate a HUGE tub of ice cream we bought at jasons at the fountain edge in raffles plaza. Hahahahm, and being of cheap quality, the icecream was all runny and gooey, of which we had scooped a major amount of near inedible areas onto the lid. I suppose three girls gorging on gooey runny blobs of orange icecream are a rare sight judging from all the amused stares we were given.

Went for the nus fass open house today with aud. I met quite a few of my s1 class there. Lilian, eeli, daph, germaine(sorry part, your name slipped my name for a bit). Busstop girl was there too. I think I really may just go fass. I sat in for the philosphy, psychology, social work and english lang courses and they really sound very appealing to me unlike business. However, the main gist of the talks are that you may be a teacher(highly likely), but it's better to take something you would like to study. Sigh decisions, decisions.

Met up with shimin for a late lunch at vi'lage. I can't believe she said I was weird!
sm: eh I thoink you are very weird leh!
me: huh! why! why am I weird you are the weirdo! how am I weird!
sm: hahahha i don't know. no word can describe you. just weird lah.
me: *&$)(#*)@(*)$@#*

Jackfruit ain't jap food and my head is hurting so much. I think it's because I'm growing fatter and my head is trying to expand but my scalp won't stretch. Shimin, I hope we can be roomies in nus so we wold be fellow losers who skate up & down the hills of campus.

I had a bad start and bad end at work today. When I first woke up this morning,I realized I was on the 10 oclock shift, not the 1030 one. So, I began to rush like mad and I got the bustop slightly eearlier. However, the bus still came at the same time, so I was already decidedly late. But to add to my misfortune, halfway on the busride I realized I left my keys at home. Now my keys are deadly important, as without it I cant open my drawers at work and retrieve my headset and notes and stuff. Thus, I had to embark on my journey off the bus and take a cab from across the road back home.

Just as I was crossing the road, I had to hurdle over this barrier, which I did unsuccessfully causing me to bang my knee into it and now there is this gorgeous yellow and purple bruise forming, plus it hurts like hell. Anyway, I ended up reaching my workplace at abt 1020. Plus, I had to meet my tl downstairs as he was smoking. Since he didn't say anything, I presume he didn't know I was late and let him sign in first before I did. Hahahah. With such a bad start, I was predicting a bad day with huge amounts of complaint cases.

Throughout the day, it was pretty much ok. I had a free lunch as we went for some talk by the directors. But the thing was, we just ate and hurriedly left before the talk commenced, sneaking off to 7-11 to get cigs and snickers dark chocolate, which I must say is VERY VERY NICE. WE couldn't stay out too long as we got caught by Desmond & Jason(the 2nd level technicians) who were smoking outside. Dammit.

At the very end of the day, I was jsut getting my last call before auxing and I HAD to get a complaint case. This lady was so livid as she had called in SO MANY TIMES and apparently I was the 7th person so she just lashed out at me. I was in such a fluster to solve her case, which thankfully I could push to this other person from another dept. I had called the installation dept SO many times that the guy was like " Xiaoan? you again ah! Aiyoooo..." Hahaha.

Went shopping with my old mum. The kate moss collection at topshop was such a bore. The only thing I liked were the sandals which made my feet look like pig trotters. Was at Gap looking at their white shirt collection. I really liked the ones by Doo Ri, but unfortunately, it made me look really old and I do not like to look old. Most of the S sizes were sold out which is such a pity as I really really wanted to get this one shirt which looked like a trench coat dress thingy. Walked around dfs for a while before heading home.

Off day tmr yipeeeee. PLUS I'm working on veesak day which means DOUBLE PAY!

Hanging out with the girls was great today. Met up with sm at city hall and shopped around while waiting for oi to knock off. Auntie had alot of good buys today! 29 freaking bucks for a topshop blazer! When oi came, we went to took a shuttle bus to raffles plaza and went to the pizza place to wait for alex to join us.

After dinner, alex and I went outside for a smoke. She had to light for me as I never ever cld get over my lighter phobia. Not used to menthol cigs, so my nose burned abit. Alex inhaled too deeply in the end and it went to her head which was pretty darn funny. Sigh. Back to work tmr.

Prawn, you just know how to spoil a moment.

ick sorrow give me ten good reasons why i should give u a chance says:
eh anw i wanna say sth to u
bathroom surgery says:
hahah ok
bathroom surgery says:
hahah what
sick sorrow give me ten good reasons why i should give u a chance says:
thanks for being there for me and listening to my crap again and again
sick sorrow give me ten good reasons why i should give u a chance says:
(:
bathroom surgery says:
awwwwwwwwwwwwwww
sick sorrow give me ten good reasons why i should give u a chance says:
HAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA
bathroom surgery says:
tt's sweet prawnie
bathroom surgery says:
hahahaha eee why you add in the HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
bathroom surgery says:
spoil the moment sia!
bathroom surgery says:
hahaha
sick sorrow give me ten good reasons why i should give u a chance says:
cause awwwww is suck a funny thing to say
sick sorrow give me ten good reasons why i should give u a chance says:
HAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA
bathroom surgery says:
hahahah then what shld i reply
sick sorrow give me ten good reasons why i should give u a chance says:
it should be
sick sorrow give me ten good reasons why i should give u a chance says:
YOU'RE WELCOME!
sick sorrow give me ten good reasons why i should give u a chance says:
hahahahahahahahah
bathroom surgery says:
hahahahaha ok YOU"RE WELCOMEEEEEEE
bathroom surgery says:
PRAWNIEEEE
sick sorrow give me ten good reasons why i should give u a chance says:
HAAHAHAHAHAH
sick sorrow give me ten good reasons why i should give u a chance says:
TT'S BETTER!

AHHHHH PRAWNIEEEE... sometimes you get me so frustrated, but then you do stuff like these and just makes me cool with you again. And i love you even though you smoke. HAHAH.

I think I need to stop spending so much. Just this week I bought a linen 3/4 sleeve jacket from topshop and a necklace from playlab. Did I mentiont eh necklace was SIXTY NINE fucking bucks?!?!? Oh gosh. But I really do like the necklace. Plus, I bought two books from kino today. ahhhhh I need to kill this xacmonster.

You Are a Daisy

You see the world with an artist's eye. Finding beauty is easy for you - even in the dullest of moments. You notice all of the colors of the world, from fresh grass to sunsets. You are a total optimist and hedonist. You love to drink life in.

What Flower Are You?

Your Interpersonal Intelligence Score: 49%

Your Interpersonal Intelligence is Average You do well in most group settings, but you also need time to recharge. So while you can work with people during the day, you may crave your alone time at night. For you, it's all about balance!

How Does Your Interpersonal Intelligence Rate?

You Are 72% Creative

You are beyond creative. You are a true artist - even if it's not in the conventional sense of the word. You love creating for its own sake, and you find yourself quite inspired at times.

How Creative Are You?

You Are a Great Liar

You can pretty much pull anything over on anyone. You are an expert liar, even if you don't lie very often.

Finally! A day off from work. Time to update in detail a little.

Wednesday-- Went to MoS and the clinic with steph and alex. Alex was late(as usual), so steph and I entered Mos first. So we were like hanging in the toilet(yes, the toilet is actually a sanctuary for the waiting), and this guy, beer in hand, just walked in. For some inane reason, I had no reaction at all. It was so odd, like when a guy enters the ladies, mostly the first reaction a normal female would do is to scream like the guy was Charles Manson and run out like crazy. Yet, I just sat there on the makeup counter and stared at him, calmly answering him when he asked if this was the gents or the ladies. It was pretty funny reflecting on it, but I'm still immensely amazed at my lack of panic.

Went to the clinic to exploit their offer of five free drinks, then back to mos we went. At smoove room, we HAD to meet the worst person ever. MISTER C. I think everyone in our class know mr c now, after all those weird escapades we had with him at zouk. Ugh. It was the most horrifying thing ever to just catch that glimpse of him, what more of him ruining steph's hard earned chances by telling EVERYONE that she was his girl. HAHAHHA. It was pretty funny coz we could see he was pissing off some guys who were hitting on steph(alex and I just acted oblivious to everyone else who came to talk to us, only steph patronized them). I still prefer the main arena cuz its like a crazy goofy party with foam and retro house music, with people all dressed in outlandish clothes like cowboys or ravers. PLUS, they play gnr. HAHAH.

Photos up under nightout3. I need to get my cam serviced, the flash has gone all wonky on me:((((.

Friday-- bought the hendrix gladiators from topshop. Work wasn't too bad as we got to just listen in on the first half of the day and buddy for the rest.

Saturday-- Met up with leo matt lik sm and liesel for our supposed class outing. Walked from dhoby ghaut all the way to somewhere near NAFA, as leo wanted to take us to the pool cafe. It was pretty good. I had a fine time decided what to get. The freeze, the frost or the float. HAHAH. While leo matt and liesel played pool, sm lik and I walked around the area, all the way to bugis and decided we were too far ao we went back. Sat around and wathced them play, ordered a jug of vodka lime. At the end of pool session, we had no idea what to do. Club, smoke shisha, pub or movie. Finally, it ended up with leo matt and I watching spiderman3.

Getting free drinks at the clinic and killing my feet at MOS last night is taking a toll on me right now. Thank god for coke light to keep me hyped up during training, or I would just sleep like Rip Van Wrinkle. Fiah seems to be much more pro at me than enduring lack of sleep, as she was fully functional without any help despite a night at zou. Oh well, pictures will be up later.

I'm dreading work tmr.

Your Inner Gender is Male

You are rational, matter of fact, and quite dominant. You like to get things done, without any emotional messiness. You truly don't understand most women. And you definitely feel more comfortable around men. No doubt about it. You're a guy - at least on the inside.

What's Your Inner Gender?

You Are a Ham Sandwich

You are quiet, understated, and a great comfort to all of your friends. Over time, you have proven yourself as loyal and steadfast. And you are by no means boring. You do well in any situation - from fancy to laid back. Your best friend: The Turkey Sandwich Your mortal enemy: The Grilled Cheese Sandwich

What Kind of Sandwich Are You?

You Are Destined to Struggle With Your Weight

Like most people, you find it a little difficult to stay at at weight you're comfortable with. If you change a few habits and make food less important, you may find the struggle hardly exists anymore.

Are You Destined To Be Overweight?

Your Cell Phone Etiquette is 57% Bad, 43% Good

Your cell phone manners are simply okay. Sometimes you can be very considerate. But when you are in the middle of an important conversation, all rules go out the window!

How's Your Cell Phone Etiquette?

There's a 32% Chance You've Been Abducted By Aliens

Even though you have a few alien abduction signs, you're almost certainly in the clear. However, if aliens ever do come to your neck of the woods... they'll probably be coming for you!

What Are the Chances that You've Been Abducted by Aliens?